Peace covers me

When I cry for my sweet Jaden, I smile at the same time. The peace covers me and I know this is His perfect will. I don’t try too hard to understand it, I just allow Him to hold me. Logic only comes against faith. God‘s ways are not our ways. He sees the end from the beginning. Only He knows the good that comes from the bad. If we try to figure it out we just get lost in the emotions that tell us, it is unfair. Emotions will rob you of your joy. Flesh needs to grieve but I choose to grieve with a smile in my heart. God is good and as I see things start to unfold from this experience, it is all beautiful.