Desire to have another

As I think about my beautiful Jaden and her precious little body, how I never got to love her up, care for her, or nurse her, I strongly desire to have another child that I can nurture. But I have to watch myself because these are the desires of my flesh and as much as I would love to have a baby I want to pray for God’s will in my life. My heart says…”Jesus, You are enough for me and my children are the Lord’s first.” If this is true then I need to be content with the children I have, all 4 of them. God may choose to bless us with another child and He may not. I need to choose to be happy either way. Another child would not replace Jaden. She doesn’t need to be replaced , she is alive and well in heaven.