God is the only one in control

We have since found out that Jaden’s body had trisomy 18. A chromosome disorder that is usually fatal before or shortly after birth. Even so, I do not feel like she was stolen from us by disease. God is in control of ALL. If it was His will for her to live she would have. He had a different plan for her life. A life completed in the womb, how glorious!! Glorious for her, harder for us but yet still glorious for us. Life is a funny thing. We think we are in control when we never really are. We only have control over the choices we make and the more we try to control circumstances the less we are able to control ourselves to make right choices. Ironic! Fear makes us choose poorly. We make choices based on protecting our emotions. If we trust God to help us with our emotions then we can make choices based on truth.